val, the love of my life...3

Dear Darling val... u know wat.. i actually love to call u by ure name sometimes cos i just like how it sounds when i say it... its like a mild variation of al... hence it always always sound so close to my heart when i call u... hee... i love how our names look together.. al and val.. seems like a matchmake in heaven already even before we met haha... perhaps God has it all planned out for you and me.. no wait.. i believe he has it all planned out... could u imagine next time, our home will have a door tag that says... Home Sweet Home of Al & Val... woo the thot of it just sent warmth to my heart... i miss u darling and until today i still feel very very much attracted to u... ever so now... until today i still feel in every bit that u are such a special gal... so special that i wanna spend the rest of my waking and sleeping hours to indulge in ure special-ness. These might be the million time i recall to the time we first met.. but i think its always nice to think back to that time... darl.. u are just like an angel u know tat.. a glimpse of u made me grew weak in the knees.. to think now that the very angel is now with me makes me feel that my kness are prob to weak to walk liao haha... darl.. that unique and bubbly personality just draws me to u again and again.. i guess in certain ways.. be in germany isnt a bad thing cos thruout this period, both of us are communicating thru words and voice, and it kindas put us in a special position where we have to pay attention to each other and really try to put each other in each other's shoe... and many r/s i guess lack this kind of depth where physical contact takes a higher priority and ppl just dun try to communicate no more... and as each time goes by.. i fall in love not with just how u look but esp more in who u are... i fell in love with valerie chng for who she is... and i strive to keep it that way..everyday i just longed to hear u share about the lil happenings in ure life... longed for u to whine and me and tease and laugh at me when i try to deny i was referin to the bible despite i was actually refering, or saying i have perfect score for hammerhead but inactua fact its justhe first 3 stages... i love it when i can hear u laugh.. hear u squeal with delight when i tell u jokes here and there or describe how wonderful the incoming german trip will be... i love how sleepily sexy u sound when i tok to u in the early dawn.. i love it when i can call u in the mornings and u sound just as please to hear from me... darl.. i will keep all these memories and strive to have evn better ones with u when i m back in sg with u....... learning to live alone here with u has no doubt open another chapter of my life where i could become even more mature... and i m sure that when i m back.. i will be even more ready to open another chapter of life with u.........

Just saw u online.. so i guess i shall go tok to u now... i love u dar!! hope u enjoyed this read..

maucks!!
al ure hubby