I love AL (again)

i love my boyfriend. my best friend. my monster. my i.r. babboon. my al. my all.

Why? cuz he's always there for me. irregardless of wether im dwn, or cranky or upset or crying or moody or pmssy. he's just THERE for me trying 2 cheer me up always. He's 1 in a million. No words can signify how much this guy mean to me now. i love him. and that's an understatement. sometimes i may take him forgranted already cuz he's so big a part of my life, and he's like a "norm"... its so comfy ahving him in my life that im all used to it already!. so sometimes i tend to neglect him a lil.... esp when im busy. but he never hold it against me. However. whenever im drining alil.. id b a lil cranky.. a lil woozy. and id type allthese nonsense. cuz tis is the time where im not thinking straight and im purely basing my words on emotions and nothingrational.

i love al.... and im glad i gave up a good paying bf, one with car, staying near by etc.. andtook the chance with al. he's my "rightest" move. n i believe its god tt brougth us tgt. i will never leave him.. ever ever ever. i dont want to leave him!!! id stay by his side as long as i can. if ever i feel otherwise. id just haf 2 drink a lil... and my feelignsfor him wld alllll comeout! hehehehe.. tis guy is worth a million bucks and more

id share my everything with him! whatevr's mine is his as well. BUT!! no touching of my clothes! hmphie! hehehehe.. i wana share my bed. my bread. my broth. my bible. my beauuuuutiful life!

even as im so stressed with life and my world... and feeling so unhappy with wats happening to me.. and with all the pressure im having and always wanting 2 break dwn n cry... i know that al's wit me... im feeling all tis cuz im putting 2 much stress on myself. i shdl just relax..... :) al.... i love u! gona call u now! muakz!!