al really loves val.. really really

As soon as i put down the phone earlier sweetie.. i missed u... funny thing, as Dec 18 approaches, and the weeks that we are gonna be apart becomes single digit...i miss u even more... while i was lying in bed and toking to u.. how i long that u are right by my side toking to me... leaning close to my chest and with ure finger circling ard it... gosh i miss u soo much sweetie... like wat u said earlier.. i wish i could be toking to u for longer periods.. just lying ard lazily and drowning in ure voice haha... i really think u are so special darling..... so so special...... where have u been thru out my whole life until now darl... sg is so small yet i was never able to sun into earlier haha... my life is so nice now.. so right... u aare everythign i need my sweetie pie... i often dream of a gal whom is able to be acquainted well with ppl ard me... a gal who needs me and loves me like nobody business...... a gal who is as expressive as i m....... and wow.. i found all that in u..... and this is not a dream, its real.. oh my..... for the first time in 23 yrs of my life i m finally in the r/s that i was dream of....... wat have i done to deserve such goodness.. such beautiful love from a gal.. i think is so pretty.. and have such a intriguing personality..... a gal so sweet... who sound so sweet too on the phone... oh my i dun deserve this but still i have it.. i too like u my darling , think that God put u infront of me for a reason.. and i m glad i jump onto the wagon and join u...... and made history....... darl thanks for being with me.. from the start and till now and the days that had yet to pass...... u have no idea how happy i m... i m like man who finally found his soul.. a outcast who finally found fire... a desert which finally found rain...... a frog that fianlly jump out of the well.... king arthur who finally put his sword out of the rock.. the dove that fianlly flew back to noah after a tedious flight......... ure love darling will keep me alive and burning inside...... i know i said this the upteen time, but i really cant wait to have u in my arms..... i think i wil cry man.... when i finally see u at the airport.. its like we are forced sepatrated for many yrs haha..... i just need u here or else i will never be whole........ darl.. thru all this i just wannna let u know how important u are to me.... hope u ahve a great rest yesterday k...... and may ure day today be blessed... maybe his face shine upon u and his peace be alwways wit u..

I love u darl.... really really..... and now as i end....i missing u again,

muacks,
al