Just a lil note to tell u i care..

Hi darling, it has been a while since i left a note here.. its not that i got tired of leaving u lil notes.. but this few days i was very happy or rather more than happy to be able to hear ure voice and just chat wif u online for the longest time.. gone were the days where we cant even see each other online.. or rather.. gone are the days where we are not even sure when we can communicate with each other again... now.. i can just reach u anytime i want and same goes for u.. u can reach me anywhere anytime too... however that doesnt mean bloggin is history.. i still think its a very special way to get to u... a special way to store these love msgs that we written for each other. So when we look back, these msgs will always remind of the love we have for one another.. and time to time.. they could serve as a encouragement when times are bad and whenever we just wanna have a quiet evening sipping a glass of choya or sipping yakult or honey.. just to reread and reaffirm ourselves the promises and love we have for each other... so with all that had been said darl.. i just wanna encourage u during this short period of examinations... aza aza fighting!!!... or in ure chinese versions.. GO GO GO!... darling i just wanna let u know that u must have faith in urself and God that we wll be able to excel thru the remainign paperrs u have... I believe our God is freat enuf to carry u thru... and his grace is more than enuf.... its not how much u prepare or how smart u are....... cos in him.. he already said u will be the head and not the tail..(deut 28:13) and God has plans to prosper u (jeremiah 29:11)... u will succeed k.. darl.. u are my clever gal and strong babe.. nothings gonna pin u down... hope u have great studying time k.. dun let me distract u.... but just know i m a call away.. u can reach me anytime k... and finally i wanna tell u i love u..........alot alot.. and it will never change!!

maucks
al..:)

val, the love of my life...3

Dear Darling val... u know wat.. i actually love to call u by ure name sometimes cos i just like how it sounds when i say it... its like a mild variation of al... hence it always always sound so close to my heart when i call u... hee... i love how our names look together.. al and val.. seems like a matchmake in heaven already even before we met haha... perhaps God has it all planned out for you and me.. no wait.. i believe he has it all planned out... could u imagine next time, our home will have a door tag that says... Home Sweet Home of Al & Val... woo the thot of it just sent warmth to my heart... i miss u darling and until today i still feel very very much attracted to u... ever so now... until today i still feel in every bit that u are such a special gal... so special that i wanna spend the rest of my waking and sleeping hours to indulge in ure special-ness. These might be the million time i recall to the time we first met.. but i think its always nice to think back to that time... darl.. u are just like an angel u know tat.. a glimpse of u made me grew weak in the knees.. to think now that the very angel is now with me makes me feel that my kness are prob to weak to walk liao haha... darl.. that unique and bubbly personality just draws me to u again and again.. i guess in certain ways.. be in germany isnt a bad thing cos thruout this period, both of us are communicating thru words and voice, and it kindas put us in a special position where we have to pay attention to each other and really try to put each other in each other's shoe... and many r/s i guess lack this kind of depth where physical contact takes a higher priority and ppl just dun try to communicate no more... and as each time goes by.. i fall in love not with just how u look but esp more in who u are... i fell in love with valerie chng for who she is... and i strive to keep it that way..everyday i just longed to hear u share about the lil happenings in ure life... longed for u to whine and me and tease and laugh at me when i try to deny i was referin to the bible despite i was actually refering, or saying i have perfect score for hammerhead but inactua fact its justhe first 3 stages... i love it when i can hear u laugh.. hear u squeal with delight when i tell u jokes here and there or describe how wonderful the incoming german trip will be... i love how sleepily sexy u sound when i tok to u in the early dawn.. i love it when i can call u in the mornings and u sound just as please to hear from me... darl.. i will keep all these memories and strive to have evn better ones with u when i m back in sg with u....... learning to live alone here with u has no doubt open another chapter of my life where i could become even more mature... and i m sure that when i m back.. i will be even more ready to open another chapter of life with u.........

Just saw u online.. so i guess i shall go tok to u now... i love u dar!! hope u enjoyed this read..

maucks!!
al ure hubby

hey babe 2.. hee

Hee i m writing this in the mid autumn afternoon... proba few mins before i go jogging... beautiful darling... these days i just cant stop but thinking of the impending trip that is coming along soon...when i woke up this morning.. i just thot of u beside me.. and i will just snuggle next to u.. pull u closely to me and just smell ure wonderful summerhill scent haha... gosh i truly m officially a val addict haha... when i was at the indian dinner party yesterday i wish u were with me hha.. savouring all the indian food... after the whole event.. i went back to my room.. sat down.. i just think about u.. like how many hours to go before i can call u wake up hhaha... and as the min pass by.. tho i was nodding off to sleep.. i tried to stay awake.. so tat i could call u and be the first voice u hear in the morning.. its so nice to hear ure just wake up voice.. so sweet and just like a lil gal haha... yay! when u are here i can wake up with u everyday.. kiss u to sleep every night.. its gonna be so wonderful... whether its in stuttgart.. berlin... inside the inglu and finally back to sg hhaha.. darl.. i think every moment with u is goin to be so special.. u have become a great part of my life... honestly.. a day wo hearing from u would make me uneasy... and i wanna keep it this way... lets maintain things like tat and even better.. lets just be each other's soulmate.. lover and best friend.. I LOVE U with aall my heart darl.. u are the most valuable and precious person that came into my life... and i thank God evryday for that!! ..

muacks
ure igluu man.. heehee

hey babe... hee

hi darling.... i m wondering wat u are doin right now... y? cos i m missing u right at this point... sweetie pie.. i wanna be right beside u while u are studying.. looking at u studying so seriously makes my heart swoon haha.. no punt intended, but i think u are at one of ure sexiest when u are fully concentrating :)... btw sweetheart just wanna say u are truly the one for me... y? for example yesterday i told u about the london trip. and that my friend ask me whether i could join her and a couple of sg ppl... ure reply was.. asking me to go.. i know at this point u may think.. nothing mah..wats so great about me asking u to go have fun... well the thing is.. u trust me... and i love the fact u trust me... to me.. its a big deal... and i wanna thnak u for being so nice about it haha... well even though long before i told u about it, i have already decided against goin.. cos i really want the london trip to be special.. and i want to go there.. to anfield.. (yes u are right haha, well research honey), yeah i wanna go there with the special someone which is...... you!! my wifey... i wanna share my excitment with u.. haha.. liverpool is one of the few things i m truly passionate about.. (at this point, i wanna say.. i m most most passsionate about u) yeah, i supported it since 1994... 12 years honey.. from a lil boy till now... haha i still reember the days i walk ard everywhere with my sticker book haha.. funny.. well haha i sidetracked too much... but the bottomline is... wherever i go.. i hope i could have u along wit me.. cos i feel completed, i feel i have the whole world in my hands when i got u by my side... I love u babe... really.. meeting u in a bizarre situation could only mean our r/s will be a bizarrely fanastic one.. haha.. it will be great darling... al and val will be together always k... and al will always try to make val happy.. al will always make val feel satisfied in more ways than one...
alright darl.. cant wait to tok to u later...:) ciaoz..

Have u drink ure 6 glasses of H2O today?
maucks,
al

The video of a thousand smiles

Darling... since i maybe not perfectly noe the best way to make u smile.. so theres no harm in making a fool out of myself in this next video.... perhaps when u are not in the best of mood... i cant be able to make u smile on the spot.. but i made this video below so that... as and when u feel u are in a better mood.. u could watch this video to me u feel better k..... u can scold me or do wat u want.. haha but this video of me will only show u the clown side of me so that all the frustration u feel will be gone k... darl i really dunno how.. words prob dun mean anything.. but i m sure the sight of me will once again say a thousand words. .no.. a million words.... enjoy darl... its not everyday u get to see alvin kang making a fool of himself just to make his love of his life smile for just a sec..... maucks!!




now repeat this after me....... this will be a blessed and fulfilled day.. y?? cos i say so.. and God will make it happened amen!!!


Loving u always
I R BabOOoon

Just a small note on this sat nite

hi dear, just wanna tell u that i m really happy with u... toking on the phone wif u is such a joy.. so fun..... i really enjoy the fact that we are teasing one another like no one business ahah... i like it to be able to tok to u so openly...... cos u are so willing to listen... always interested in wats gonna on in my daily life.. with u.. i really feel so alive... so... wats without a couple hrs of sleep just to hear that sweet, mesmerising voice of u again in ure morning... i miss u darl.. m conting down everyday till u will be here.. i keep recounting the weeks.. thing that maybe, jst maybe.. in one of my counting.. it would become lesser.. hha...... darl... i also wanna tell .. looking at u is also one of my greatest enjoyment too.. just appreciate ure looks and the way u move, the way that u are just being ureself.... omg.. makes me feel so joyful inside...... darl i hope all the days of us being together will always be so sweet.. so lets really try to keep it this way k.... there are just so many things i wana do with u when we are back in sg..... :)... another 3more hrs and i can call up liao.. haha hope u are sleeping ever so sweetly... gosh..wish i m there lying beside right now... but well it will happen soon........ haha..... darl i m still so amaze how we are being brought together.. i still just cant help but be convince its the workings of God!... well well.. darl i pray that ure day today will be bless ever so greatly... and u will make leaps in ure study progress...

I love u darl.. really really

from ure hubby...
cant wait to lose my freedom to u haha
maucks

i love u too val

darl... reading ure blog today broke my heart... u poor thng.. goin thru so much.. yet i cant do anything about it.... darling.. when i m back.. i m sure gonna share all ure burdens with u k... dun u go saying u dun wanna me to be burden by u.. shhh cos just as ure previous post says.. i will be there good times and bad times... esp more on the bad times cos i will be there to carry u up with my own two feet and not let ure feet touch the sea of troubles k.... oh darling... i felt very very heartened to see ure post.. makes me feel liek a whole new man again..... i really dun know when did i started to leave such a deep impression on u that u put so much of ure trust in me and faith too... i dunno when did i became worthy of ure love tat u decided to shower all of it to me without any condition.... wow dear.. u made my day by the very words u write.... with or wo choya, i know watever u said was true to ure heart and come from the deepest corner of it... thanks darling...... i really think u are the best gf i could ever ask for... being so truthful to ure feeligns and revealing them to me wo reservations..... i might not be a rich man son nor do i have a fancy car and live extremely near u... but i have a heart that never falters for u.. a heart that is as sincere as ever and a heart that just wanna love u as much as u love me..... thanks for staying with me so far darl... i really enjoy nights toking to u where u make me smile from ear to ear.. hopefully i too made u smile from ear to ear...i really enjoy ure comapnionship and i can only imagine better times when we are "live" together...i want u to be my side.. always and always.. no other person will take the place but u.... my weasel, my sweetheart, my love of my life, my val, my wifey....

its two hours to ure waking time.. soo gonna be the one to call u wake up........:)

i love u my sweetheart, i really really do..

maucks
al aka i r babOooOOn

p.s : after u read this... just hope it brings a nice smile to ure face, but just to let u know ure darling might be falling ill due to heatiness and exhaustion....gonna go to bed and knock out for a while before calling u... :)

I love AL (again)

i love my boyfriend. my best friend. my monster. my i.r. babboon. my al. my all.

Why? cuz he's always there for me. irregardless of wether im dwn, or cranky or upset or crying or moody or pmssy. he's just THERE for me trying 2 cheer me up always. He's 1 in a million. No words can signify how much this guy mean to me now. i love him. and that's an understatement. sometimes i may take him forgranted already cuz he's so big a part of my life, and he's like a "norm"... its so comfy ahving him in my life that im all used to it already!. so sometimes i tend to neglect him a lil.... esp when im busy. but he never hold it against me. However. whenever im drining alil.. id b a lil cranky.. a lil woozy. and id type allthese nonsense. cuz tis is the time where im not thinking straight and im purely basing my words on emotions and nothingrational.

i love al.... and im glad i gave up a good paying bf, one with car, staying near by etc.. andtook the chance with al. he's my "rightest" move. n i believe its god tt brougth us tgt. i will never leave him.. ever ever ever. i dont want to leave him!!! id stay by his side as long as i can. if ever i feel otherwise. id just haf 2 drink a lil... and my feelignsfor him wld alllll comeout! hehehehe.. tis guy is worth a million bucks and more

id share my everything with him! whatevr's mine is his as well. BUT!! no touching of my clothes! hmphie! hehehehe.. i wana share my bed. my bread. my broth. my bible. my beauuuuutiful life!

even as im so stressed with life and my world... and feeling so unhappy with wats happening to me.. and with all the pressure im having and always wanting 2 break dwn n cry... i know that al's wit me... im feeling all tis cuz im putting 2 much stress on myself. i shdl just relax..... :) al.... i love u! gona call u now! muakz!!

I m weasel, I.R. baboon....

sweetie.. the moment i put down the phone with u.. i miss u darl.. how i wish this night of toking with u will continue and continue... it was a time i really enjoy.. its has been a while since i hear u laugh so happily...iand i sincerely thank God for that..... darl.. .my heart cries for joy when i see u so happy..... now as i type all these.. i think i miss u even more.... darl i wish i could see u darl... i think it has been really a while since i last saw u..... but dun worry dear i understand... this period is extremely busy and its not gd to cos u to be distracted from ure studies.. perhaps i iwll get to see u more soon.... so i guess i will leave it up to u... if u feel like, then we will..... but thats not important.. the important thing is as days goes by i feeli wanna hold on to u even more..... have fun on fri k... i had make the "necessary arrangement" so that u and prisc and eat wo worry that day.. haha...... when i come back i m so gonna be there to join u to eat all the nice food k... haha.. just set my alarm at 330.. gonna try to call u incase u overslept again.. haha... a short one for now darl... just wanan tell u i love u and miss u like crazy too... tata darling
maucks

form ure frendy moster and baboon!!
al

hi hon..

woke up to a dazy dozey sleepy day again. Saw ur video, n yes it did make me smile. i like you singing =) sounds so nice n to my ears!

id be alright soon.. you know i would. thank you for goin thru all lenghts to make me happy and make sure im alright etc.

U know i love u.

its gona be another long and maybe crazy day for me. Despite it all... wana thank you for stayin by my side.

ive gotta get bk 2 doin work... got up late AGAIN =( sigh


Love,
VaL

Hoping u will smile again

hi darl, i wonder if u are fast alseep now.. hmmm well if u happen to come across this first thing in the morning, it would be great.. just watch this video of ure darling with a light heart k... it is pretty hilarious to see myself saying some stuff but bottom line is every is the truth!!.. i hope this will make ure day and moreever bring back the smile on ure face k.... the future is bright and sunny.... with me ure darl!!....dun u worry about ure test and the exams coming k.. i m sure God will give u victory over them k.. trust him... i truly wish that this video touch ure heart as much as it touched mine hee......... its for ure eyes only.. well if u wanna show to ure friends or put it up on ure blog also can haha...... but i just hope u wont find it childish or ridiculous in anyway, its just a video of my love for u.....ppl say a picture and say a thosand words , but i think a video shows a million words so...if u could just spare 5mins of ure time...... here goes..

al really loves val.. really really

As soon as i put down the phone earlier sweetie.. i missed u... funny thing, as Dec 18 approaches, and the weeks that we are gonna be apart becomes single digit...i miss u even more... while i was lying in bed and toking to u.. how i long that u are right by my side toking to me... leaning close to my chest and with ure finger circling ard it... gosh i miss u soo much sweetie... like wat u said earlier.. i wish i could be toking to u for longer periods.. just lying ard lazily and drowning in ure voice haha... i really think u are so special darling..... so so special...... where have u been thru out my whole life until now darl... sg is so small yet i was never able to sun into earlier haha... my life is so nice now.. so right... u aare everythign i need my sweetie pie... i often dream of a gal whom is able to be acquainted well with ppl ard me... a gal who needs me and loves me like nobody business...... a gal who is as expressive as i m....... and wow.. i found all that in u..... and this is not a dream, its real.. oh my..... for the first time in 23 yrs of my life i m finally in the r/s that i was dream of....... wat have i done to deserve such goodness.. such beautiful love from a gal.. i think is so pretty.. and have such a intriguing personality..... a gal so sweet... who sound so sweet too on the phone... oh my i dun deserve this but still i have it.. i too like u my darling , think that God put u infront of me for a reason.. and i m glad i jump onto the wagon and join u...... and made history....... darl thanks for being with me.. from the start and till now and the days that had yet to pass...... u have no idea how happy i m... i m like man who finally found his soul.. a outcast who finally found fire... a desert which finally found rain...... a frog that fianlly jump out of the well.... king arthur who finally put his sword out of the rock.. the dove that fianlly flew back to noah after a tedious flight......... ure love darling will keep me alive and burning inside...... i know i said this the upteen time, but i really cant wait to have u in my arms..... i think i wil cry man.... when i finally see u at the airport.. its like we are forced sepatrated for many yrs haha..... i just need u here or else i will never be whole........ darl.. thru all this i just wannna let u know how important u are to me.... hope u ahve a great rest yesterday k...... and may ure day today be blessed... maybe his face shine upon u and his peace be alwways wit u..

I love u darl.... really really..... and now as i end....i missing u again,

muacks,
al

Morning Darl

Hi hon.. Good morning! Decided to blog abit before i start my Lonnnnggg marathon day of studying. Saw your msg whilst i was still struggling to get out of bed, and i was more determined to get OUT of bed and see what msg u left me "somewhere"... so here i am, leaving u an msg "somewhere" too! hehee

hon, thanks for being so sweet n understanding these days when im so bz and so lazily tired. your support is all i ever need and i WILL WORK HARD! =)

Yes i still do remember the days where we walked around till my feet hurt.. (should have told u.. den u can carry me) hehee.. we look good in in the reflection... id never forget that.. infact id never forget the time we spent together back then! in future... when u're back, id forget some stuff lar... why!? cuz we're gona spent sooo much time tgt that id definately forget some stuff hehhehee

Im gona go continue studying... i mean start studying. AND keep my laptop far far far away from my sight.. have a good time at in town later in d afternoon darl.. enjoy urself! and id go over and enjoy with u nxt time!

i love baby! =)

Hi darl..

sweetie.. how are u today.... hmm.. while i m typing this.. u are prob deep in ure sleep.. maybe u would wake up soon as u have decided to... i wish i could be sitting by ure bed now and stroke ure hair and caress ure face.. just enjoying some alone time with u.. looking at u.. think of u... and just touching ure nice smooth skin... i say smooth means smooth... haha... darl.. i was brushing teeth earlier when i looked into the mirror... while it seems only yesterday since our first date on that fateful sunday at esplanade and then we took a long loog walk to shenton way........ so nice darl.. to think of it now.. in the middle of the nite...... i m glad that i was able to see ure everyday before i left... i m happy that we managed to leave some sweet memories to each outher and staying together ever since....... wow dear.. i m sure u remember us standing in front of some glass and saying we look so nice together, oh man... how nice to walk almost the whole cbd wif u... darl i wanna tell u thank u for bearing wif me for so many weeks and i tell u thati will make it worthwhile for u when u are here. darl.. i wanan tell u before i fall into deep sleep today, i love u.. it really true, i do love u and miss u like crazy...... and darl i m constantly think about how we begin, i wanna continure like this wif u all the time.. with out u i m indeed the desert with his rain.. haha

have a great day today darl, ure darl.. i pretty tired liao.. so i m gonna go to bed... i hope i dream of u sweetie.. its gonna be sooooo nice when i finally have u in my arms,,
I LOVE U
maucks!!
al

I love u my darling!

Just something short but not short of sincerity i hope.... just wanna let u know u mean a universe to me and i hope can make u smile no matter the circumstances.....




the above video also had a clue of the suprise i would give u.. maybe u could spot it maybe u don :)

missing u lots
muacks!

ure al...

Wat Tv-whoring haha!

Me and my darling... as everyone can see.. we are having a tremendous relationship.. haha... its wonderful to be so far away and yet feel as tho everthing is close by... most importantly the love of my life is close by... ahhh... thats an extremely gd feeling.... up to date i have finished.. several episodes of the newest korean drama, Goong and a few episodes of family guy, hmmm some gay fashion clip and some others miscellaneous stuff. oh never forget i did reead the papers too... prob my fave part of the "whoring" activity, wow i theres gonna be a hurricane here... its raining so so heavily here i almost tot that is gonna to snow tomolo haha... well yes darl i m enjoying myself, but i m sure these activities will be even more enhanced when u are here... i think being able to enjoy tv shows.. or activities like sleeping, with u is prob life's most relaxing and enjoyable activities... dun worry darl.. i m not gonan be a couch potato as i m gonna do some abs exercise every hour.. just held myself in a abs wrenching exe for 1min... phew.. i m sweating cold sweat liao haha... well dear thanks for describing me with all the nicest adjectives k... to me... u too are the most wonderful... most endearing, most gorgeous, most sweet, most slim, most passionate, most loving, not forgetting most sexy, most wonderful, ok i think i just repeated that... haha .. alright bottom line, u are the most wifiest material for me... and i love u darl...

hope u are hving a smooth day at work, i never fail to pray for u everyday, and i m glad whenever u pray about the rain, God always ans u.. shows that u are precious in his eyes... hmm
cant wait to tok to u again.. enjoy ure night darl... know that i miss u immensely....... wishing its dec already... haha.... soon soon... it will be....

off to do some abs and perhaps more tv whoring(like tha way my darl likes to put it)

Loving u to bits sweetie... u are sooooooooo beautiful!!!
alvin ure tvwhoring monster... hee

My Tv-Whoring Lover

My darling has found a new love.. TV! hehee.. i cant blame him cuz it cn b really boring. and im glad that at least he's found something 2 entertain himself. MOROVER im a tvfreak too! hehee so we can watch tv 2gether.. and i can sit on his lap and we'd just enjoy the show.. with me fastforewarding some scenes and him snatching it back and rewinding it =)

He's got his mon/tues off.. n im sure he's enjoying it! hehee... I spoke 2 him b4 i went to bed... called him when i got up and he's about 2 sleep.. and as im typing this now he's still asleep! that boy's gona have a hard time waking up tmr... cuz he'd definately sleep till the cows come home! hahaha.. he's finally realizing the JOY and WONDER of sleeping in... ahhh.. thats what i like to do.. that's what im deprived of!

Im going back to books.. Just wana tell him that i love him, and he's the sweetest nicest lovable-est handsome-est cutest wonderful-est marvelous-est caring-est understanding-est boyfriend ever. and im so keeping him in my jeans pocket! no squeezing out!! cuz my jeans are tight! hee... Oh.. flowers are still in full blooom.. took out the Summerhill tho...**sniff sniff** they smell SooOooo nice. =)

Happy 3 months too my sweetie pie!

hi sweetie... well u didnt tell me u already put up something on our blog.. haha... wasnt honestly pleasantly suprised to see ure post haha.... just as i was gonnna post almost the same msg....hee
well darl... i m happy and glad we crossed the 3 months benchmark... and like u said.. many many more months and years to go..... thank you for letting me love u... thanking for giving and opening up ure love to me..... u are my one and only... beautiful, sweet, sexy, cute, chirpy, bubbly, crazy, pouty( in a nice way), understanding, nice wifey..... honestly.. while watching the korean show.. it really reminds me of u... u are that korean princess and i m goin all the way for u.... while reading ure blog earlier, when u said u wanna lie on my back.. it was just like one scene from the show where the princess wanna lie on the guy's back too.... haha

darl, thanks for thinking and saying i m good looking and strong and wat u would desire of a man... wow, u know while i was reading it... i was so flattered that my darling tot of me this way... to tell u a secret, i have been training all these years in terms of physique as well as my overall grooming, in hope that one day i can really be a dream man for the gal i love... thnaks darl for letting me know that u didnt settle for second best but the best, the one whom u think of as a man of ure dreams... its truly a honor.. darl... and i hope to continue treat u the way u want and even better... like wat u said.. i wanan continue to love u like nobody's business...

Looking at u, i can only see one thing.. that is, my wifey... u really blow me away in those dresses of ures.. i honestly think any guy with u will be so envied and be the most blessed man in the world.. i m so glad we are connected in such a way that when i wanna do something or wanan say something or think of doing something.. its all in ure tots too.. wow... haha.. i really think thats how powerful love is... when two ppl come together and honestly love each other... wonderful things happen and connection truly happens haha...

Yes darl.. we will love each other with God's love and honesty with one another.. i promised i will always be frank to u.. and tell u everything... really really cant wait for u to be here too.. i have decided to ring u up to the highest mountain here in germany haha... i think its a wonderful sight to behold and a wonderful place to tell u........ I LOVE U... heee


darl.. have a nice anniversery day.. cos its our day... wait for ure gift k at the door.. hope u like it!!

P.s i check ure blog ahaha.. u look so cute when u were younger.. so wanna disturb u.. cant believe that cute gal would grow up to be my wifey.. btw u look the prettiest of all ure friends haha... the " red angpow" haha

Loving u lots,
muacks,
alvin kang

Happy 3 months darl :)

Dearest Al,

Happy 3 Months!!! =) i love u!!! I blogged on my own blog, but id never forget 2 update our blog as and when i can... when u said i looked like the korean princess earlier.. i wanted to tell u that i dont LOOk like one... i FEEL like one.. cuz i feel so love by you.. u dote on me like noooo body's business n i really really appreciate it!

wana tell u that the past month with u has been fantabulous as well... U always put up with my petty lil girl antics and my fits and madness at times.. my nonsense my all.. u're really the guy any girl can dream of having. I wana fly over there to you so we can finally HuG and i know when i go over.. we'd never be apart anymore! we'd be able to see each other as often as we want! yay!!!

As im seein u over the webcam, i wana tell u that u look so good. ur arms look really strong and ur back.... looks so big and muscular... strong and sturdy making me wana lie on it.. hug it.. and never ever let go. Darling i wana stay with you always. cuz u really are what my heart desire. you're my man.. the man i always wanted. ive always wanted somene like you. and u're so dear to me. lets never ever lie to each other. pastor said that we've all got flaws.. and we can accept each other's flaws. but we must never lie 2 one another. and i do not intend 2! our love our relationship would be one that's based on love, trust, and the blessings of god.

So So SOooo much more to type about but i need 2 go.. have 2 call u.. and chattie chatt with u .. and go 2 sleep.

Happy 3 months and many many more to go darling. with you, im complete. U mde me the happiest girl.... i too will wana make you the happiest man ever. My man.


Loving u always,
Val