tell al i love him!

i wana tell al that i love him.

Life with him has been sucha breeze. whenever im down.. i know i can count on him. Whenever im upset, i know i can whine and he'd listen... even when i inevitably throw a tantrum, he'd be so so so understanding. Where elase can i ever find sucha perfect guy? Why else would i want another man?

He's my guy... MINE. =)

Im so proud of him at times.. he's so far away yet taking care of himself.. he's able 2 tk care of his bro too! and he's able 2 adapt to the life all alone in germany.. something which i may not have done otherwise. he's able 2 provide for his wifey ME! =)

in short..... life with al... is the life i want.... and the life im living now.. he trusts me.. gives me the freedom to do things i wana do.. encourages me... sends me flowers. and writes me nice poems!! WoW!!! all i do on the other hand is buy silly things for him... hahhaa

i miss my al.. but he's gona be back soon! i mean.. WE're gona be back soon! even as im havin hiccups nw... im sure he'd pour me a glass of water if he was with me =D the thought of having him by my side is so overwhelming. the feeling of opening my eyes to him in the morning.. that's blissful!

arghhh so much i wana type so much i wana say to him... so many things i wana do tgt!!!! sighh.. hope u understand tt im in the midst of a very very tight schedule hon.. do forgive me if i dont have as much time 2 talk 2 u or see u online or blog k??? i do love u! u know that! :) MuaKz!!

gona call u in abit. :D