Dearest val

haha.. sweetie.. i just love to tok to u... i feel as if i can tok to u everything... any time any where, just like today darling when u just call me when u couldnt sleep at 5am... while darling... seems like we both really have some kind of connection..... and we are really close in a special kind of way..... hmmm... i m really thnakful to have such a sweet gf who would try to reach me whenever she could and want.....its just a beautiful feeling...... darl.. just a short blog for now.... just wanna write down how i felt after hearing from u so much today and feeling soooo close to u..... i hope u are sleeping soundly darling.. i hope u are dreaming of us... haha.. when u read this.. i hope that ure day had already been great......

i love u.... u are my best gf ever.. and i m gonna cherish u like theres no tomolo......

yawn* ha dear.. now its my turn to hit the sack

maucks,
ure loving al

3 more days.....

yes... 3 more days to the 3months milestone... wow... time really files, it felt as if i had just finish our non stp sms marathon since we exchanged telephone numbers... wow darl.. today, right now.. this second... at 6.52am sg time... u are mine... u are alvin kang's gf, and alvin kang is ure bf... i m taking my time to enjoy this moment... the quietness of the early dawn in germany...... turned on my orangie light and putting on the light jazzy music... and with a bottle of water i just boiled... i m just sitting here typing away......out of a thousand things that i could do right now.. i choose this........ the reason perhaps is, i just wanna write something for u... something for u to read when u are bored... or travelling on the train... or simply browsing the blogs right now and refreshing the pages, hoping u could see something new... well darl.. here u go.. a lil msg from ure hubby to tell u his tots and his feelings for u for the day.......

i felt as tho i just came back from hell and back.. tho prefering not to say much.. but i m just thankful that... at the end of the day...... i heard or rather i was still able to hear the 3 special words coming out of ure mouth..... I love u.... and i still wanna be ure wifey...... these words sunk deep in my heart....... these words froze me in my sit...... i sat there.. pondering and dazed that i had such privilege and honor to recieve those words from u...... from a gal whom by life favorable fate.. i got to meet on the beautiful day..... i just sit here smiling at myself.. imagining those lovely eyes of ures...... the short but many times where my eyes met ures.....that kind of intensity...... i could almost see myself in ure eyes... and then suddenly.. ure finger pop out from no where and lightly teased at my nose.... like the rudolph red nose reindeer..... and i was brought back form the mesmerisation of u.......

oh gosh... the sensual jazzy music is putting me to sleep..... but i struggled to open them... i wanna dream of u tonight.. i think its gonna be filled with so mmuch love and passion..... thinking about it brings me back to the victorian times in the 1800s, where the age of jane austen's sense and sensibility is alive..... it was a period of chivalry and maidhood.. and i like to think of u as that beautiful, smart maiden or princess... and me ... a gentleman and prince who would do all kinds of romantic stuffs to prove a genuine and pure love for u........

and thats wat i have for u...... a pure and genuinely strong knda of love... i hope to touch u with the gdness of who i m... and be attracted to the gdness of who u are......

darl.. i hope when u wake up in a while... u would wake up fresh and refresh from yesday slumber...... i hope u wake up to a more beautiful day than it is today.. many times its the ppl who make the day.... never a day that makes it a day...... and being able to see u as soon as i got back from anywhere..... made my day to the highest heavens...... i repeated the video again thati made for u........ wow the more i look at it i love it.. i just hope whenever u look at it, u too would enjoy the joy i had making it for u....

well darl...... u are the single, most important person in my life.... and i truly will marry u.. its 714am... hmmm how are u sleeping darl.... its my turn now.....

Good Morning...

i wish i m there to lightly caress u and peck u on the forehead..

i love u..

maucks

al.

al's love tribut to u darl...

al's love broadcasted to the world!!

Sweetie.. the above is just for u... maucks!!

hi darling...

i dunno wether u could see the video that i linked properly not.. but i was tryin out for quite a while how to make this thing work haha.. anyway i know u properly heard this song before.. and i jst wanna dedicate it to u... u know i dunno much chinese songs.. but i m willing to try to learn more.. hopefully by end of this week can show u something more haha... but like i say i dunno much songs but i know enuf to know that this david songs to choose one that i could say i love u..
hope u like it..

darling, u are the best gf ever.. and ever.. and i really really love u to bits.. i hope this clip would cheer u up a lil... muacks!!!

from ure darling monster... hee

A song for u

darling i just wanna dedicate this song to u.. and tell u i love u!!

Just between u and me

wow.... could prob be the best expression i have right now, or best emotions i feel right now.. as i was on my way home today... i wasnt feeling too gd... i was esp late from work... the sky has darkened already, my dear is asleep already. i figured wat cos these sudden bout of gloominess, and i realised it is the fact something was missing this night........ and then it hit me....... i didnt hear my darling voice for the whole of today... oh gosh i miss her... badly... very very badly... i need to have a dose of my sunshine val....

just as i was diwndling in my own self depreicating tots... my phone rang... while i was on the dark lonely bridge, the reception intially was poor.. i kept saying hello but to no avail... then as if God made me walk into my own dream........out came the ever so sweet of my wifey with her classic "hello"... suddenly it didnt felt like the sky is falling on me anymore. it felt like i was just give a jab of rejuvenatation... i feel like everything is beautiful and wonderful again.......

man where in the world can u find such a gal to call me at the most ungodliest of hours... i m the luckiest man on earth cos my wifey really knows how to get to me.... she just melted my heart when she say she cant sleep without hearing my voice... omg.. i too cant fall asleep without hearing her voice... hell i cant even have a proper evening wo her voice just giving me that peace and joy i never had haha....

wow gosh i m really tired after this stupid evening with my superiors... really prove a point today man.. i can never play or rather i will never play computer games again.. well unless its the sims hah...

All in all.. darling lets do all the wondeful things we want to do when i m back k.... !!earlier toking to val i made a whole list of the food she likes and i m gonna make sure i take esp extra effort to remember them so can bring her to all these places to eat... hee

alright darl.. i needa sleep liao.. wah duno why so tired... hope u like this post!!

i love u!!!

Save all ure kisses for me

Typing this blog in my room for the first time ever, finally!! i can do this in the comfort of nice room with beautiful window scenery outside and sensual swoonful music of gold90... hmmm i m in such a mood for love... with val just a msn away... i feel everything is near again.. esp her... when i just feel like, i can just drop her a line or if she feels like it she can drop me one too... wat makes things better this evening is she just msn me that she wants to make honey drink for me when we are finally back in sg.. "no need honey.. in germany u can already start making it for me liao" so blissful right, having a sweet and considerate gf like tat.. making me drinks and perhaps cook for me... (ok ppl dun go and start sayin i m such a pamper bf, haha, cos i m not, and i have and will do even nicer things for her)

While browsing my hp pics earlier, (i have a habit of lookin and reminisicing times with my darling val everytime i m alone and on the train) i realise i always wanted to upload a nice drwing hmm might be a sketch, but either ways i wanted to upload it here and show it to the world...

have a look:


ok ok.. i know now alot of ppl will say.. wah so thick skin... put mrs* liao haha.. hmm watever it is... i was just fiddling with my name when this tot came out and i decided that instead of dwellin in my own egoistic behaviour.. do something with val's name and this came out without thinking.. it just flowed out.... i hope darling, u will like it... not much.. not super duper artisitic also but its a very very small token of my love and how much i think of u when i have time on my hands... mrs valerie kang... i trly hope soon it will happen.. i think u are the best.. and i do hope to be and wish to be permanently tied down with u... hee

Dear wifey, with all that i just wanna sing u this song

Unforgettable

unforgettable...thats wat u are...

unforgettable... tho near or far...

like a song of love...

that clings to me..

how the thot of u does things to me...

never before...

have someone been more before...

unforgettable.. in every way...

and forevermore... thats how u stay...

thats y darling...

its incredible...

that someone so unforgettable...

thinks that i m unforgettable too...

yours always, and forevermore

ure darling hubby tat perhaps tastes like honey..

muack!!

My thoughts today...

Wed is Val's day... i hope she have had a nice quiet time at home just doin her stuff.. as i m writing
this, i guess my darling is busy driving her mum ard, sending mooncakes... wat a sweet gal ah... just being such a nice daughter to do her mum that favor.. hee... next time i m gonna drive her ard.. and make sure she is pamper bad... i wanna run errands for her... and just make her feel like a real princess and feel so loved by me and maybe in return, she could give me a nice peck on the cheek... haha..

alright i was just toying with some ideas today and i wanna do something or rather write something for my sweetie pie val.. so here goes... my thoughts this morning..


V    is vivaliciously delicious u are to me...

A    is astoundingly sweet you are to me

L    is for the way u look at me

E    is everlasting my love i for u

R    is for the rosy cheeks of ures that  i wanna kiss

I     is wat an idiot i m if i were to lose u

E    is very very extraordinary,


I     is I will always think of u


LOVE   is more than just a game for two

Y    is me yearning to be with u each day

O    is for the only one i see

U    is you are sooooooo unique!!!


hee darl i hope u like it haha.... hopefully nobody done this for u before... haha even if there is... hurrr i hope mine is unique ahaha...

hmm my darling anyway is feeling a lil under the weather, so my sweetie pie.. be sure to rest well k.. drink lots and lots of water haha... i know u hate to feel bloated but trust me.. water is gs for u...

In additional, my darling wifey... (wow callin u tat felt so gd) , just wanna to assure u that u are not a tad fat at all tho u are claming to be gain some weight..
u look truly mighty fine... (no no this is not an illusion) , honestly... i can pick out any 10 gals on the 
streets and they will be less slim than u... i love the way u look and all darl.. and most importantly i will never leave u no matter wat... no matter the circumstances


really really,

I LOVE U!!

ure monster!! 

val, the love of my life...2

yesterday night i had a great time.. wats so great? one might ask... haha well i came across one of the most beautiful and sweet msg of all time yet.. i say yet cos i believed more will be coming.. the love of my life, , miss oh-so-pretty and vivalicious val, put up a blog that blew my mind.. i m sure anyone who reads our blog (except for the both of us) will know that my darling val always liks to say i can write so poetically and all.. and that its difficult for her to match up to my literal competence... i would like to proposed a change this time... i think when u write with ure heart and soul and when u write something that u have so much conviction for.. no one can beat that.. and i believed wat my darling wrote yesterday was from her own heart and soul.. and i feel it from the crown of my head to the soul of my feet..

darl thank you so much for the assurance and love that u have given and all the sincere and heartwarming thots that u hve put to words... i sincerely think that our blog will soon if not already become the testimony of out love...

i was chatting with val two days back when she asked me some biblical questions, about moses and all.. wow i felt "ok this is the time, that God is gonan test wat i have learn so far" and i breifly whispered a prayer under my breath, "God teach me to teach her" and wow words just flow... tho wat i know might not be perfect .. but i think i did help her to understand more and i just cant wait to seat with her and read the bible with her.. haha... after that we tok about having a book which is under my name haha "book of alvin" in the future and haha maybe just maybe ... this blog could have a book of its own too.." the book of al and val' love"

i could properly tell my children next time how the love between their parents blossomed... and they shall be proud of such deep and passionate love me and val have haha...

well anyway.. just wanna say she is just a wonderful gf... the best and shall always remain to be this way.. ans she deserved nothing less than a bf who loves her with all his heart too.. and to treat her with the same amount of respect and love or even more.

dreaming about val hasa become more and more frequent now.. most times i dun remember the dream but my tots run to her and i know i did dream of my darling.. i think i m missing her more as the days go by... missing her voice and wishing its night again so i can hear her again and feel a gush of estacy whlosshing thru my head haha... i know i m fallin head over heels with her already prob over and over each day haha


yes darling!! nothing gonna change my love for u...it neve felt this strong before and i don want to live wo u.. heee

hmm wats the topic tht we will tok about tonight.. haha i will never know.. but i know we will never be out of words... cos our love keeps us goin and goin and keeps burning and burning...

tomolo i m finally gonna getthe internet and so i hope.. with the new found ability to be connected to the world.. i think me and val can be really connected at a whole new more closer leverl... haha and i will be able to update blogs wo the worry of ppl sneakin up behind my back.. haha.. hmmm my mind is wandering toward the xmas season laio.. oh man pls come soon... i wanan sing some xmas jingles to and with the one i love, that is u.. my sweet val..

hee.. today for a lil fresh change i shall have a nice joke for val.. it just tickles me to hear her laugh.. so maybe this one shall mke her laugh too..

I love u darl.. its truly mady deeply.. and of cus really!!

Applying for a Job at the CIA
A few months ago, there was an opening with the CIA for an assassin. These highly classified positions are hard to fill, and there's a lot of testing and background checks involved before you can even be considered for the position. After sending some applicants through the background checks, training and testing, they narrowed the possible choices down to two men and a woman, but only one position was available.
The day came for the final test to see which peson would get the extremely secretive job. The CIA men administering the test took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow our instructions whatever the circumstances," they explained. "Inside this room, you will find your wife sitting in a chair. Take this gun and kill her." The man looked horrified and said, "You can't be serious! I could never shoot my wife!" "Well," said the CIA man, "you're definitely not the right man for this job then."
So they brought the second man to the same door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow instructions no matter what the circumstances," they explained to the second man. "Inside you will find your wife sitting in a chair. Take this gun and kill her." The second man looked a bit shocked, but nevertheless took the gun and went in the room. All was quiet for about 5 minutes; then the door opened. The man came out of the room with tears in his eyes. "I tried to shoot her; I just couldn't pull the trigger and shoot my wife. I guess I'm not the right man for the job."
"No," the CIA man replied, "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife and go home."
Now they only had the woman left to test. They led her to the same door to the same room and handed her the same gun. "We must be sure that you will follow instructions no matter what the circumstances; this is your final test. Inside you will find your husband sitting in a chair. Take this gun and kill him." The woman took the gun and opened the door. Before the door even closed all the way, the CIA men heard the gun start firing, one shot after another for 13 shots. Then all hell broke loose in the room. They heard screaming, rashing, and banging on the walls. This went on for several minutes; then all went quiet.
The door opened slowly, and there stood the woman. She wiped the sweat from her brow and said, "You guys didn't tell me the gun was loaded with blanks. I had to beat the son of a bitch to death with the chair!"

Three Girls Go Camping
One day three women went camping - a blonde, a brunette and a redhead. The blonde suddenly had to go to the bathroom. She went into the woods with her toilet paper and did her business.
While she was gone, the brunette and the redhead decided to play a joke on her. They skinned a rabbit and snuck up on the blonde, put the guts behind her and ran back to the campsite. Three minutes later they heard a scream.
Then they waited another half an hour and the blonde came back, sweating. She said, "I had to poop so hard I pooped my guts out. But thanks to God and these two fingers, I stuffed them back in."

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

Al's post has been filled with lotsa poems and love notes... As much as i wish to match up to his level of sweet words and pure creativity. Im rather restricted. Nevertheless.. This doesnt stop me from feeling lovey dovey.. Especially while im sipping my choya and getting ready for bed, this intense feeling of love for this guy so faraway cant help buy "ooOoze" out of me.. through sweet words.. nice sensual music.. AND the very need to poke his nose tenderly and tell him i love him. This song's for you darling... Its been playing in my head the whole night... d/l the song if u must.... cuz it says so much bout me and you.

Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You
Glenn Medeiros
Music & Lyrics : Masser - Goffin

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see foreverOh, so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

(CHORUS) Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me nowTouch me now
I don't want to live without you

(CHORUS) Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you


Yes honey... i love you. Val loves you.

Why!?

There's no why...

Maybe this is why.....

You're the last person i think of before sleep at night,

the first my mind sets on at first light.

The only one who shares my burden,

by telling me its ok to whine.

You're the monster who cheers me up with jokes,

the lover who puts me to bed with hope

My pillar of support in times of need,

my cushion to in times i do not heed.

You're the one who shares your all with me,

who'd sacrifice anything for me.

your love your time your money your sleep

just for my smile, my happiness, so i'd never weep

You're the one who touches my heart so deep,

making me teary as i type this piece.

For you id wait the exra while,

cuz i know you'd go the extra mile.

So why else should i ever weep

if this lover of mine covers my every need.

through distance, time, trials and tests

we'd be slowly making our little nest.

Our nest is made with hope and love,

For love alone does make us whole

Waiting for the day, should i say every every day,

where where we can finally coax each other to sleep.

Im in your arms, and u're in mine

A peaceful sleep would soothe our mind

My heart forever you shall keep,

cuz if u'rs is with me, who else's should i seek?

My al, My all
your val, your gal...

im wOooozy just a wee bit fllooooozy...
never feelinghaaaaapiierrr than eeevvvverrrr.
stay with me. Id love you. Like you've never been loved before.... I'd make you happy.. Like you've never been happier before. =)

Loving my al, my all...

=)

tell val i love her...2

This is part two of the previous post to tell my darling val.. tat i love her.. so whoever u are.. if u see this post.. just help me passa simple msg to my precious princess... tell her i love her.. haha... saying the word "love" seemed underrated nowsadays. Everyone can say i love this i love that.. or i love u or i love her.. but i think being in love and rather to be able to really say these three special words with much conviction aint a walk in a park..

it exactly 2 months and 16days..since me and val are together, or should i say.. divinely in the right place right time, we met and soon became an item... haha i still remember the first call i had from her.. gosh since we were only smsing at a crazy pace for a couple of days.. to hear and see her callin me on the cell phone was a blast.. i tried to act composed as i picked it up even tho my heart was beating faster than a bullet.. her voice really is music to my ears.. until today.. i never fail to put on a smile when i hear that sweet crsytal clear voice of hers.. may i say its just refreshing!! haha

i m drawn very much to that intersting personality of hers.. ever so bubbly she is that she never fails to brighten any room she walks in.. i love it when she is always so sweet towards and i always feel like a million bucks whenever i m with her or whenever i think of her.. i m sure by now.. everybody would think she is a catch.. yes!! indeed she is.. and my life is very blessed ever since she came into the pic.. never had i felt so in sync with myself man haha..

With val... everything seems to be the first for me... for eg.. she is the first gal i can finally show my romantic side.. i could write poems for her.. even send flowers rite at her doorstep.. plan trips at the year end for both val and i, and more trips when we are back.. i just love it i got a gal so enthu about stuff tha i m also enth about haha..

hmmm i think, i honestly think i will have a wonderful relationship with my darling val.. becos of her unique and understadning cahracter.. i beleived we could work out disagreements, that is if we have any, easily...

darling.. just wanna tell u that i really enjoy being invloved in certain aspects of ure life.. such as online shoppin with u, or even helpin ur with some schoolwork.. i just feel a sense of satisfaction accompanying u doing all these haha.. i want to do more and show u more love when i m back..

And to sum it all up.. i think saying i love val with strong conviction can be walk in the park becos of how my heart compels me to do things for her.. how my heat just beats when i think of her... becos with her.. i feel so so complete... becos at the end of the day my objective is to make her smile.. man i just feel so much for this gal haha... and as usual.. my heart compels me to write another poem for her.. darl i know today hasnt been a gd day.. but hope wtever has been said will still cheer u up a lil..

So I have found my melody,
And I have found my poem.
My heart has found its harborage,
My will has found its loam.
You are my hearth, my home
I love u sweetie pie, my all in all

tell val i love her...

hi darl... wat a nice blog u have written.. its so rocking nice that i think i can use the words as lyrics of a song and sing along... hee.. darl.. thanks for all the assurance that i m the guy u want and that u are living a life that u like...

just want to tell u.. u are spot on about the hiccup thing.. cos i m gonna pour u a drink when i hear u hiccuping.. hee.. u are getting to know me more and more ah.. such that u can guess my moves already haha.. heee.. thats a gd thing actually.. that means we are both one in both heart and soul.. and i intend to keep it that way... life in germany is hard but u give me strength.. cos i know ehrn i m able to take care of myself here well.. i m ever more ready to take care of u..

darl i understand time is a luxury for u now... and i m hapy to just have a lil dose of u each day.. ure stuff.. ure work is more important.. i can alway wait.. u can have all the freedom u want darl.. dun let me tie u down... really cant wait to be with u again... gosh holding ure hand will prob make filled with estacy already.. anything more than a kiss will make me float to the nine heavens... haha...

darl.. i wanna give u flowers.. poems and many nice things always... no need reason... as long as i feel like it.. i wanna buy u nice things.. shop with u.. choose things for u to wear.. carry the bags for u.. and just make u feel like u have the best shopping partner in the world haha

come late at night.. i want u to fall asleep in my arms.. and just slowly slide my hands under u and carry u to your room.. and tuck u nicely in bed.. maybe help u change into ure sleeping attire and just give u a nice peck on the cheek.. and tell u gd nite.. i know i have said this a few times but yes i m gonna make it happen..

hmmm its the weekend again... arrr... felt i just had a long week.. m gonna just chill out and hope its wed soon cos i think i will get internet access by then,, and i will think that time will pass even faster cos i can get to see my princess every day!!

You're like music playing in my head
Everywhere I go from day to day.
I try a door and think of you instead,
Not knowing where I am or what I'll say.
I live in a perpetual embrace,
Hugging the sweet thought that you are mine.
Walking through a park I touch your face,
Not caring if there's rain or bright sunshine.
The cause must be, of course, our love is deep;
It shall go on like this for years and years.
My face is filled of smiles and grateful tears.
Such talk may seem fantasy to others:
The world's the dream, and you reality.


i love u darling !! this time i input quite a substantial effort in this poem.. hope u like it.. i think i can a professional poem writer liao haha..


maucks!!

Really really,
ure monster hubby and stupid boy and mambo jumbo dumbo..all these but very gd looking and smart and most importanly ures... alvin kang

tell al i love him!

i wana tell al that i love him.

Life with him has been sucha breeze. whenever im down.. i know i can count on him. Whenever im upset, i know i can whine and he'd listen... even when i inevitably throw a tantrum, he'd be so so so understanding. Where elase can i ever find sucha perfect guy? Why else would i want another man?

He's my guy... MINE. =)

Im so proud of him at times.. he's so far away yet taking care of himself.. he's able 2 tk care of his bro too! and he's able 2 adapt to the life all alone in germany.. something which i may not have done otherwise. he's able 2 provide for his wifey ME! =)

in short..... life with al... is the life i want.... and the life im living now.. he trusts me.. gives me the freedom to do things i wana do.. encourages me... sends me flowers. and writes me nice poems!! WoW!!! all i do on the other hand is buy silly things for him... hahhaa

i miss my al.. but he's gona be back soon! i mean.. WE're gona be back soon! even as im havin hiccups nw... im sure he'd pour me a glass of water if he was with me =D the thought of having him by my side is so overwhelming. the feeling of opening my eyes to him in the morning.. that's blissful!

arghhh so much i wana type so much i wana say to him... so many things i wana do tgt!!!! sighh.. hope u understand tt im in the midst of a very very tight schedule hon.. do forgive me if i dont have as much time 2 talk 2 u or see u online or blog k??? i do love u! u know that! :) MuaKz!!

gona call u in abit. :D

hi darl!!

hmm, its thursday finally.. but this week seemed to pass a lil slower then usual.. maybe cos my bro is here so time seem to dun pass that fast.. funny rite.. suppose to pass even faster.. but its not!!.. anyway.. like i told u darl.. i got a pay increase today.. its so weird but feels gd.. i really think God has his hands in this.. but i really dun want to know how he do it.. i just wanna enjoy the blessing man..God.. just pour more and more unto me... all the blessings unitl my two hands can hold nom more.. thank u lord!!.. and pour even more in val's life too. in every way.. so that she can always always be the happy gal she is.. keep her as beautiful and even better lord.. and just make her feel so bless.. hha amen!!

darl i went to check out live journal today.. wow i saw some pretty cool stuff.. there are some things u could check out. like the www.delias.com.. i think they have pretty cool dresses-... if u interested i can buy u some.. haha.. i went to american eagle too.. wow the clothes are nice too.. anyway i just kept imagining u in all the dress.. shorts.. skirts.. tops that i come across.. i think u suit everyone of them and u will be stunningly beautiful.. woooo..

hmm another day has passed.. and dear.. i wanna tell u i m really thankful for another day with u.. i just cant wait to have in within my reach again.. in my arms.. and really really.. i think its great that u are sticking with me even i might be a lil far away..

darl i just want to let u know once again... all wait is worth it and we will truly reap the joy and happiness soon... hearing from u each night and knowing u had to suffer some sleep makes me cherish time with u more.. my fave part of the day is to just snugle up to ure sweet voice athat smoothes even the headachiest of headaches.. ure love and ure voice makes me float onto the highest heavens and sink into the depest sea haha...

the toilet rolls in my toilet is counting more and more.. perhaps in a blink of an eye.. u are on ure flight here already.. perhaps haha i just count each day with more and greater anticipation.. oh man..

darl with tat.. i wanna tell u i love u once more.. u are the apple of my eye.. sweeter than the sweetest dessert.. prettier than the prettiest geboras..

i really love u wifey.. oh man that sounds gd.. muacks!!

Let me love you

I've seen alot girls with broken hearts feeling hurt
I hope that hasn't happened to you
You don't deserve to be treated like dirt

You're different then the rest
Being in your presence I can't help but feel blessed

It's not just your sweet smile
Though, I can't help looking at it longer then just a while

More then your enchanted scent
It's so loving, It could put me to sleep

Beauty isn't the word
The more I try think of the right one, my mind just blurs

I just want to hold you in my arms
So I can never let go

I want to take your hand
Let me show you the most peaceful places

Let me be your healer of pain
I'll take away your stress
Any problems that bother you
I will suppress and have disappear

I'll be your listener
I'll do my best to understand
I'll hear everything you say
Let me brighten your day

If you ever cry
Don't be afraid to tell me why
I'm here for you
And won't ever say good-bye

Let me kiss your soft cheek
So you can feel unique
To warm your heart
I won't ever let you fall apart

Let me make you feel like every thing's a dream
Because I see you everynight in mine

I want to take care of you
I believe it's what I'm here to do

Let me make all of your dreams come true
Let me love you.




kissing u softly,
al

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another day has passed!!

sweet darling.. another day has passed, i just finish another part of my report and hooray.. i crossed the 2000 words mark today.. i m pretty happy... things seemed to be pretty well at work today.. just enjoying myself doin the ususal stuff online.. haha even got the time to go and check the prices of rollerblades at ebay.. woah they are cheap man.. so tempted to get but i restrainted myself cos i might have trouble bringing it home.. man i just wanna be able to blade so i can do it wif u darl.. its gonna be special to me.. cos i know wif u i can do so so many things i never tried when i haven got to know u.. darl.. i m just thinking of u now.. just feel so warmth inside when i get to see u on msn earlier.. lokking at ure every motion. every expression... they all just make me feel that u are close by.. i just cant keep my eyes off u cos.. u may not think u are.. but i think u are beautiful.. u just draw me closer everyday.. and i cant help but to fall hopelessly in love in u... drowning in this ever deep well of love..now is about 440pm and i know u have still bout 1hr and 20mins before u knocked off.. gosh i think of u answering each call.. how i wish i m that speaker of ures.. my ears is that mic.. and u just speak that clear sweet.. seductive voice into my ears.. oh gosh i could just be the mic of ures forever... i would be happy haha..

three months seemed to be a really long time.. it still seemed like i just went off yesterday.. darl.. i really m so serious about u and our r/s.. i hope i can have u by my side.. thru gd and bad times.. i think of the talk we have about u being in my school all day or me in ures.. it just makes me feel life is full of meaning again.. life will be so complete.. just u and me, God and family and school work.. life is simple again.. life is just full of happiness...wonderful wonderful reality that will come to pass so so soon.. hmmm i cant wait to talk to u tonight darl... i really cant get enuf of u.. let alone get tired of u... don worry.. getting tired of u will never happen.. cos its always joy to tok and laugh wif u and to tell u i love u...

darl.. i love u... really really hee... i just miss u more and more as days go by.. thanks for being my gal.. thks for all the lil thoughtful gifts u bought and present for me... and i just want to shown u my love too.. anything for u too. anything.. thanks dear.. u are the sunshine of my life.. u are the gal of my dreams.. dun worry about not being up to standard cos.. u already exceeded that.. i really believe so.. u are the best.. and heres another poem for the day.. just another token of my love for u..

The sound of your voice,
sends chills down my spine.
If I wasnt with you,
Id lose my mind.

You're special to me in many ways,
We are perfect for each other,
that anyone can see.
They are blind if they cant.

I love you with all my heart,
and in your arms is where I want to be.
I love talking to you,
and hearing you say "I Love You."

I didnt expect things to happen this way,
But Im glad that I opened my heart,
to you that day.
You make me go weak in the knees.

To think of my life without you,
is like the stars with no moon,
the sky with no blue.
Thats how I would be without you.

All I can think about,
is being with you.
This may seem kinda sudden,
but I wanna marry you.

I have never felt this way,
about anyone before.
All I want is to be with you,
forever.

I hope you feel the same way,
Because I know my feelings are real.
I cry while I write this cause I love you so much.
I never want to lose you, never.

I dont care what anyone thinks
Because it matters what we think.
Im willing to make this work,
and stick together forever.

I love you baby!!

hear from u soon babe..

ure hubby al..

just cant wait for next sem..

Its the mon blues again haha.. but it aint blue cos i m pink wif love... i feel in cloud nine and everything is so gd.. cos i had another nice weekend which means another week has gone by.. which means another few small steps closer to see my precious precious princess... its 2months and 9days.. woo hoo.. many more to come.. somehow i feel i m still in a beautiful dream that has came true.. my gal.. shes beautiful, sexy, understanding, hot, crazy for me, sweet beyond understanding, nice and shes valalicious val.. thanks to her.. i m feeling so complete and whole now..

just wana tell u babe u mean sooooooooo much to me and i m missing u so bady right now and this blog is sooo much a poor valuation of my love for u.. my heart is shouting out wif love for u... i wanna embrace u in my arms and just caress u nice long silky hair and just kiss u on your supple nice soft delicious lips... and just feel my hand on tat soft nice tender skin of ures... darl u are my dream gal.. and i m glad u are aint a dream.. u are dream come thru.. oh i m just feel with so so so so much love with u darl... really really really ... i know u will ask that haha.. so i preempt first..

Darl.. i wanna dedicate yet another something so u.. and yeap.. its a english poem.. a love poem.. not much.. just another way to tell u i love u!!

here goes...


I wonder how it is possible for one to feel
the other person touch from so very far away.
Perhaps it is an old memory thought lost within us,
but hiding itself, living only to give us this moment.

Oh, sweet love, can you even know how your touch
stirs my soul in this wonderful, sensual way?
Gently cast, like a small stone into still water, yet
sending ripples of ecstacy to my very core.

If some cruel fate take this from me, let it be death.
For life would be merely existing without you now.
If no longer looking deeply into the depths of your eyes
is my destiny, then let this heart no longer beat.

You have become a single flower in this garden of mine
and no other can sink its roots into my soil.
Tread softly as you walk through your life, my love,
for my heart beats only to feel this love we share.

hope u like it darl, with lots and lots of love,

muacking u nuts in my imagination,

ure stupid lover boy.. al

just wanna say i love her..

hey darl... hmmm just like this title said.. i wanna tell u i love u.. and u are gonna be my wifey... after finished choosing clothes for u.. i m filled with so much love for u.. i dunno y.. maybe its cos i m doin wat u like doin... shoppin for ure clothes haha.. i just wanna make u wear all of them and buy everything for u... cos i know u will look so beautiful in all of them... hmm just let me participate in all that u do k.. i know its gonna be so fun... darl i feel its a great day today cos i can sense u are happy and u really m genuinely suprised tat i m enjoying chossing things for u... u are my special angel.. my lil princess and most importantly, the love of my life and my wifey...

gonna go cut hair now,, so a short blog for now.. its been great chattign wif u dear.. making u happy is my greatest pride... i love u


muacks,
ure horny devil haha

Thank God its Donnerstag!!

hmm before i m gonna leave office today.. i feel the passion to blog came on me again.. i guess maybe i type really slow so blogging can be tedious to my fingers haha.. well anyway... before i go and update my visa.. i wanan just leave a line here.. hurr... well another week is almost over..weekend is here.. i just wanna than God for one thing.. that is.. val.. my darling.. my lover.. my wifey.. is still wif me.. thank u darl for yet another week together... its a wonderful feeling to be a ble to wake up and sleep knowing i have got someone i loved just ard the corner...

i managed to scale down more on my weekly expenses... dinner for me has become kinda stable.. i always got the same few dishes on the menu.. m always sourcing for cheaper stuff.. thinking about how much i can save on my expenses.. cos at the end of the year i m gonna sow all that back... i m gonna enjoy a wonderful time wif my sweetie pie in a nice place... oh when i m there.. there will be no saving... i will just spend like a tourist.. making sure both of us have a greeat time.. so i better make sure i don enjoy too much now... later later.. thats all i think about haha

while toking to my darling.. i had a idea... i wanan buy her dresses haha.. i told her about it.. i just wanan say she looks reallý gd in retro dresses maybe she belonged to a diff era.. haha.. we shld be doin our mambo and dancing to the sounds of the 70s.. ahha..

just waana say she is all i ever need... i think i can literally breathe and live just with her.. haha... wat do u call that.. oh sickeningly in love haha...

hurr.. well this week on sat.. will be her test... i just wanan tell her i will be rooting for her... praying for her... and she shall have victory over it... darl.. with ure darl ard... u will never get lower then a high distinction haha..!!

oh gosh i wanan do soooooooo much wif val.. my wifey... and there are soooooo many things to do... so wait darl... before u know it.. the peaceful and quiet days wo al will be over.. and ure life will be eventful.. we will hang out together... u will just see my face everyday.. .i know at this point she will like.. "no... u will get sick of me" so i m preempting that now by saying.. no dear i wont.. the more i see u each day i will only be more and more and more and more in love with u, with that face of urs... u are the love of my life.. and i want it to be alwayss like tat..

i m always wondering wat she is wearing everyday and able to see wat she wear is a bonus cos she just looks so nice in everything.. darl.. i wanna spend the rest of my life taking care of u.. running errands for u.. even cooking for u... i hope u will continue to feel the same way.. my words still run in my mind... that u see me as someone who u can spend ure life wif.. i wanan continue to fulfill that dream of ures.. and ure will know its not just a dream nor fascination.. its real.. and its me..its us!!
i love u!!
muacks!!
thinkign of u always.. al

=(

***crying face***
on d phone with al nw....
i dont like him....

wont u BLOG!? =(

heyheyhey... this blog is getting dusty!... well ive been really really tied up with work... projects and whats nots. hence the lack of time (and drive) to blog these days. However... mr AL on the other hand... he hasnt been blogging either. guess his drive for blogging has definately died down significantly!!!! grrrrr ... whyyyyyyyy... =( **upset**

=SHOUTING= hon! dont u love me anymore!!! u dont blog bout me these days.. u dont even mention me on ur blog.. why u become like that u evil monster!!! return me my darling al!!! u've changed without even knowing!

*sigh* but i know his love for me hasnt larrr! thats for sure (or so i guess).. hahaha... im sure he misses me just as much (dont u?) and he loves me much much more (right hon!?) really really really really!?!?!?! okok.. just kiddin.. dont get peeved..

okae.. im being irritating here. hah. Just wana tell al that i love him... and thankyou for the beautiful flowers u got me for our 2nd month "month-niversary". =) i love it love it love it!!! they never fail 2 brighten up my day! flowers may wither... pictures stay forever... but the thought of al having the heart to even sent me flowers... that's everlasting! =)



He sent me a book by pastor prince and a sermon too! =) ive already played it twice over.. i usually listen to the sermon while putting on make up or just slackin around... the sermon somehow Speaks to my heart... like when im feeling down and needing some form of "advise"... there's always some words of wisdom in there..

So mr alvin kang... wont u please blog?? what u bz with these days!? give me something to look forward to mahhhhhhhhhh... im bz with projects... so what's YOUR excuse?? hahaha.. fine fine.. i noe u're bz with work. but u always are!!! hmphie!! blog larrrrr.... if u dont want to. id just shut it down! *pouts*

time to get back to books! and study for my test

i love u darling.. =) be it whether u blog.. or u dont! hahahahhaa... just Poking some fun at u.. hope u dont mind. and im missing u lots.. =( sigh.

my darling val..

my darling val, i wanna say sorry that i have made u feel the way u feel.. and today.. i just wanan write this blog for u... this time its all curtains down... i put it as my first priority when i came to work today.. cos i wanna tell my sweetie pie.. she is in the first place, above everything..

darling.. i really think u had been great.. u know, every night i just look forward to hear ure sweet voice.. its like having u so close to me.. by my side.. whispering in my ears... it feels so warm and fuzzy inside to know and have a gf that dotes on u so much... honestly i feel so much love from u... and u really mean everything to me... thank u darl... for being so sacrificial at times esp ure sleep. that fateful day when u call and call and wait for me till i got back home.. was the day u seriously blew my mind away.. i was loss of words... happy and yet at the same time aching inside... happy cos i got such a dedicated sweetie who really lived her quote "anything for u", sad in a sense that darl u might be affecting ure own life trying to compensate for the time difference.. i m determined to make things better... determined to make sure that darl.. u will never have to go thru something like tat again in the near future...

darl i just dedicate this to u..

Have i told u lately that i love u
have i told u theres no one else above u
u feel my heart wif gladness
take away all my sadness
ease my troubles thats wat u do

for the morning sun and all its glory
fills that day with hope and comfort too
u fill my life with laughter
somehow u make it better
ease my troubles thats wat u do

theres a love thats divine
and its ures and its mine
like the sun

and at the end of the day
we shld give thks and pray
to the one to the one

have i told u lately that i love u
have i told u theres no one else above u
feel my heart with gladness
take away all my sadness
ease my troubles thats wat u do...

darl if u ask me how long i gonna love u so deeply and passionately... i wanna say its gonna be forever and ever........ and if u ask me really? i wanna tell u a thousand really back!! thanks for being such a sweet and understanding gf k.. to me.. the past two months and 4 days had been my happiest days yet... i m always so proud to let ppl know i m attached.. not just attached but to me, the most beautiful gal in the world.. both inside and outside.. ppl can say i m just have a fascination, but no i disagree, this fascination had turned to love...

i love u my darling
really really..

hope i will continue to be worthy of ure love

muacks
never changing... ure hubby