val, the love of my life...

whenever i look at val thru the eyes of my webcam, i just canot help but just admire her pouty pretty lil face, i think she is a wonderful gal, wonderful person, why?? one may asked.. wats so great about her? to these questions... here is my answer... the fact she desires to be the perfect gf,,, the fact she wants to shower all her love on me... the very fact that she is just my gal who wants to treat her bf right in everyway and give wat he wants... all these do come wif a price.... the price of sacrificing herself for the sake of me....and i appreciate every facet of that... the very rudimentary element of it and i truly love her for loving me with her selfless love and her continual attempts to do it. i always know that i m the kinda guy who to keep my relationships fun all the time... yes there is time to be serious, but all in all i want a r/s that lets me be the kind of person everyone sees me as.. not the kinda guy who changes 360degrees once my gf appear... not the kinda guy who could make ppl laugh and not a tad able to do it in front of his gal... not the kinda guy who can make concise decisions in front of ppl, let alone speak confidently in crowds but becomes a quiet reserved, tryin to act all so mature guy in front of his gal.... if u are lost at this point of time haha.. dun worry... just know tat val allowme to be who i m... i see myself in her.. i see myself embracin her and i see her fingerprints all over every part of my life... and i m loving every moment of it... she told me tht she could be herself too.. and i m very glad she does too.. cos being herself is important to her.. and likewise myself.

i just like to observe val as she walks as she speaks and all.. i feel so so so so pround every time i just look at her...i truly think pure love transcends all understanding.. and i know ours is one cos i just cant help nor understand y i feel so so so so so immensely honored to be her chosen one... when i was yunger i always tot gals like val are so called "unreachables". y?? haha val knows how to carry herself so well, she dresses so well( dunno y she complain no clothes haha)... she is confident to speak her mind... there i m just another ave joe on the streets just like a million other guys.. i bet 1000dollars tat when i walk over to her to ask.. "hi my name is alvin, u llok great.. may i know ure name?? " i tell u.. she will prob laugh until she roll ard the room and back and say.."didi, come back 10yrs, maybe.. Maybe.. i will consider.. hahahaha" then whisper to her friend "fat hope ah" haha.. there m i.. dejected and all.. would then prob kknow my place ........

when all these didnt happen.. the truth is val is my gal... now!! i m just thankful that i was even able to be her friend... it was lottery when i got her number.... it was the nine heavens when she became my gf... and heaven knows how happy i will be when she is offically married to me.. and become mrs valerie kang... (i stared at this title for a while, it felt so right and pleasant and sweet and relief that she is now my wife, no one can steal haha)

gosh sweetie, if u gonna ask me.. are u really sure.. really really sure? (her fave qns) i m gonna nod my head so many times and say.. i have never been so sure.... look no further val... i will not let u go.. i will love u with all the love i can give... i will be the best and most relaible car u can drive.. i will be the car that doesnt need maintaince but frqunent rub and wash is greatly appreciated..hha i will be the man or boy u want me to be and to lead u thru this relationship... u are important val sooooooooo important.. andi can never emphasis that enuf.. sweetie when u read till tis point know that ure daarl is right now missing u... and i just wanna say i love u...bllow me a nice kiss k... muaaaaaaaaaaackkkkkkkss!!