Missing Al. as usual.

Trying to tidy my data, Syncronizing my PDA with my Laptop, clearing emails... n suddenly.. i viewed some pix in my pda... as i played my fave song by chance. As the song played, pix of al and myself flashed pass my PDA.. The memories and feelings of that very first date we had flashed pass...

The distance and the time apart made me miss him so much more. This period of time without him physically by my side, al created a vision for me, a life i'd want so badly that id give up almost anything to have it. I looked too far ahead, to the extend that i may have lost track of reality... At the same time, forgot my past. Our past. I forgot the sweet memories we shared. Not that things arent sweet and loving now, just that its always good that we never ever forget how things started. Starting with an end in mind... and not neglecting the process... thats how i want this relationship to be. That's how it will be.

So.. as i was saying... the pictures flashed pass... and i cant help but smile sweetly at the memory of it all. I love him. He will be in my life from now on.. and that's such a blessing! =) Im not as poetic and i cant write as well as al does... Im just gona work hard for this r/s, treat him right, and take care of him.. Shower him with unconditional love.. =)

I said it time and time again... i dont need your $$ i need your love... that's all i ever ever need. I already have ur love hon.. so u dont need to give me $$ for anything. You my dear, already are a dream come true. Id be loving you ... From now ... till i can love no more! *huGGz!!**

When we're at germany, i'd take lots n lots n lots of pretty shots!!! and when we're back, id be making a BEAUTIFUL scrapbook! =) miss my AL so much! gona call him!