feeling still a lil out of sorts.....

The cold lonely night has passed away to another cold wet gloomy lonely morn.. i woke up to a msg from my sweetie pie.. sayin all is well again.. sayin she is fine... she sounded fine over the msg... and in the subsequent msg.... but i feel still a lil terrible inside..... i still feel i wanted to know wat wrg tat made my darling a lil upset yesterday...... i could only but guess the reason....i guess i m the sort that wants to get to the bottom of things.. just didnt want things to miraculous become ok the next day.. i want to solve problems.. be it the smallest of all probs....... gosh anyway it was a terrible night for me..i wish i didnt even go to my friend´s place, shld just go home and all would be well...... i miss my darling lots and lots and i really detest the feelin when i have to go to bed feelin down and things are left hanging........ her gdbye yesterday was a ili haste and different and it rang in my ears as i took the train back home..... grr.i could only replay videos of her smiling at me to make me feel better...... hurrr. so alright.... at least i thank god she is a wonderful kind of gal tht forgives easily and forget.......... i like her attitude.... and i truly truly love her to bits........ but yeap... thats how i feel today........ and i wanna tell her.. she is always first in my priority and i will never put her in second place...... cos i m relly really in love wif her......and i want to know and understand truly how she feels all the time, the reason she felt that way and everthing..........................

My heart is always wanting the best of u

cos u are my one and only, just like u say i m to u.....