10:12am

Poetic entry, ha i would love to write something worthy of publishing, i realise i really enjoy writing, penning my thoughts anonymously in this virtual world, where anyone, at anytime of the day, across timezones could have access to this post. It is amazing that there are even time zones.. i still m amazed by the fact that ppl can communicate between time lines.. "do ppl ever get jet lags hahah" i was watching stephan hawking's documentary about space and black holes and all and i realise science has unending possibilities, the world of physics is huge beyond anyone imagination yet small enuf to be explre at my home's backyard.. some ppl prob dun know wat i m tokin about but these are the reasons y i first wanted to an astronomer. Now, being a mechanical engineer, i work with the very gist of elementary element, thinking and designing how things should work. All these training, moulds me into the kind of analytical person i m. when i comes to relationships, i do use the same analytical mindset on it. But, love always defíes reasoning, no amt of analysis will gurantee u a success in ure love life hence so i learnt... ppl may ask me.. so how to do win a gal's heart.. or how do u even charm a gal and make her think u are a potential in the first place? my answer my friends, is, there is simply no standard formula, u gotta be in the right place and in the right time, its never how u look or how u present ureself, sure sure.. all these are a bonus but one thing is even more important than all these... it is the sincerity.. so how? again someone ask... i cant answer u on that.. i can only say, it occurs when ure eyes meet her eyes and her eyes reads ures.. and she gets to look inside ure soul and know something special is brewing.. i often hear ppl sayin the eyes are the doors to ure soul.. and somehow i think its true.. psychologists can determined whether someone is lying by looking at the movement and dirction of his eyes.. and so this roves a point to a certain degree.

my eyes met valerie eyes for the first time that fateful day... i look into her eyes and she did the same.. i knew she was special.. but i didnt know wat.. let alone did i pursue.. i just let it rest cos i tot i never see her again... as the story goes.. i guess God place a seed in her heart just as he did in mine and yap.. the r/s blossomed.. and today i m still a firm believer of looking thru the eyes and i love to look and val's eyes and tell her i love her.. i hope i can continue to do it in the near future to come and so on.. she is a very important person in my life now.. i live and breath to see her and to hear her.. she is the love of my life...like i have said earlier.. love knows no reasoning.. hence i love her wo reason... i love her unconditionally.. i respect her and i want to take care of her.. she can do watever she please... as long she is happy... i m happy... honestly i put her really in the first place.. above all.. and i think when we finally reunited on dec the 18th, i will run towards her with joy in my heart and hug her.. whisper in her ear that i love her.. ever ever more... and thats love in its most elementary, u just wanna take care and do everything u can to make someone happy... there is no why.. wat.. how come.... thats is only how? how u want to do it.. and when someone comes along and ask me again wats love.. i tell him.. love is loving val.. love is wat u see in my r/s and love is wat u get in this r/s.. which is..........unconditional....

sweetie my heart yearns for u

I love you