1 Month... =)

This is the 3rd week for me too. its another *counts calender* 19 to 20 weeks before i embark on my journey to GERMANY. =) It's a long long but not so lonely wait.

Al's constantly living up to his word being the assurer, my comforter, smile maker, teaser, not to mention him being my hope, my joy, and my daily delight. He's like a famous amos cookie to mee after my bitter medication. Like the long hot shower after a tiring day of work. In short, i just want to end every single day speaking to him, and with him on my mind.

Here's good news, Al managed to get a space in the HALL NEXT SEM!!! with a close friend of his which wld b doin his IA tis comin sem, and yiwei his bud wld prolly b stayin in, and im sure yiwei wont mind me popping over! =) in short, we're gona be staying NEAR each other! or else.. the distance is really gonna be super far. Potong Pasir to Jurong West. No joke man... This is one big issue settled. Was really praying hard that god would somehow show the way.. And he did! =)

Main Topic of the day? IT's our ONE MONTH ANIVERSARY!! Im talk alot, blog alot, i know, but id never be able to churn out wonderful posts like al does. He writes of our relationship in a poetic way, where i can just MELT... i tend to write things in a more factual fashion. Hope i aint boring him. I aint gona compete with him in writing the nicest words. Id simply prepare my "gift" and "suprise" for him, which would come verrryy soon!

My Al
My Mr tall guy, the cutie that was helping me look for boxers in NUM. First time i whined to him, was when he said there was no size. It was subtle whining, but guess i caught his attention. The next time i popped by, he recognized me! was plesantly suprised he did... Felt honored that sucha cute guy remembers me too!! I just kept finding excuses to pop by NUM, take a sneak peek at that handsome fella. Prisc asked which i prefered. The choice was obvious. He's the one!! Our closest physical encounter, was when he helped me keep my bag in his store room, we were standing so close to one another.... So close... i knew we both wanted to stand much closer... at least i felt the need... the sudden surge to see how does his chest feel against my face.. to smell his scent... we wanted to... but there were constrains.

So how in the WORLD was i gona get his number???? Now this is tough. after meeting for afew times, and if this guy has YET to get my number, my chances are diminish by the second. i had to act!! Deviced a poly... Walked around with my handphone. making it OBVIOUS, and REMINDING HIM that i had a handphone!!! and it was time for him 2 ask for my NUMBER. HE DID!! HE DID!!! i acted coy.. and just keyed in the digits. My heart was sWoooning i tell u.. but i had to CONTROL... couldnt msg him immd could i? didnt want him to feel proud or things of the sord. So i controled and msged im hours later at night! hah!! How he felt, only he would know.. But things took a bullet train from there on.

We were sms-ing each other like no body's business... throughout the World cup matches, at night, in the day... at work.. We went on a Date even! 2nd July. 1 month ago. The day Al claims that im his Gal... We went to harry's bar at the esplanade. had a couple of drinks... Had a romantic stroll by the Singapore River... and i swear magic happens there!! a couple of drinks, sea breeze, 2 ppl who were drawn to each other in facination... The love blossomed with our first kiss. I still cant believe i was the one who liked arms with him first!! Ok.. i believe in taking "action".. or he'd be Taken!

I fell sick soon after... broke up woth my bf.. not entirely cuz of al.... but he was the driving force... I didnt even know if we'd b together. but i felt that my heart was already with al, and there's no way i wana continue in a relationship where only i put in effort.. Al heard of the terrible news, and decided to come by my place that night. I was sick... and he said he wanted to take care of me. I need the company for sure. Not any company, but HIS. He's the FIRST guy to ever stay over at my house. i never dared ask mum. but that night, we simply slept with the doors open. He slept on the floor, me on the bed. At times he'd sit up and watch me sleep, at times, he'd just hold my hands. i knew i was really really Hooked this time... That week passed really quickly. That was prolly the only week we spent together as a couple. But we did so many stuff! we went tanning, i crashed his lect, walked around NTU... The week after.. or rather, 2 days before his departure, i gave him his farewell gift. An unforgettable gift... I gave him a MEMORY!.... (Im sure u know where im refering to hon..).. Soon after. He left.

His departure did not signify the dwindling of our relationship. Just the opposite infact... our feelings grew... love grew.. and we're now an indespensible part of each other's life....

The story's just in the making of our life story.. i repeat OUR life story. Not his, nor mine.

You my love... i promise to always love you, respect you, and honor you. You are the closest person to my heart. For you... Anything's possible. I cant write beautiful words like yours... I hope the bare truth can still touch your heart =) My words represent me... i present MYSELF to you. No pretense. no Falsified answers. Just the one and only Val. Your words represent Hope, assurance and confidence to me... Which is what i need! Help me to be the girl u want me to be Al... I want to be what you want me to be.. (but at the same time being myself) tough?? haha..

Gona call u now! i love u! =) its only the 1st month.. there's gona be the 2nd.. 3rd.. 4th.. and we'd spend the 5th together!!! as well as the many many more Precious time we've got together.

Through the distance between us... i learnt the value of having you close by my side.

I love you.