Realization day

Finally caught Al online. Had video conversations usin Skype.. Thanks to technology, i can FINALLY see him. tho he's oh so far away.

He sent me his videos, photos... and its really making me miss him MORE! and its especially worst when i maximize the video size... and his whole face is literally taking up my whole screen. Id b there touching the my screen.. lookin into his eye... as tho he was really here... Truth is, He's so far away.... But we're never far apart. cuz he's always in my heart.

Guess today's "realization" day. I saw his mail... received his phonecall... received those very touching SMS-es of his... I teared a couple of times today. Told myself not to. but guess its inevitable. Hey! im a girl man.... A very emotional one in fact.... so... Give me a break...

Really exhausted. but im gona make it a point to write something here everyday! Be it borrrrrring, Sad, Exciting, happening... ANYTHING... id try to squeeze a sentense or 2 even if im dead tired. (e.g. now) So at least when Al logs on, apart from getting mails.. he'd b able 2 read what ive written here =)

Nitez Darling. I wish i was in that small bed of urs... we'd fit just right. =)