P/S (Green's for ENVY)

Its wayyy past bed time considering the fact tt ive gota get up in time for morning classes. Just a short entry before i head 2 bed. Hopefully id get nicer/sweeter/better dreams this time round. Was finding ways and means 2 call Al in a "cheaper" way. Quite impossible tho. Sigh. Its either he gets a fixed line, get internet connection, or i get more $$. WHICH is quite impossible at this point of time. Applying for MORE OTs already. In hope that my September's pay doesnt suffer a heavy pay cut.

Ohhh... I tell u.. Al saw this pretty German girl today. Ok, THAT german girl aside... I think that there're lots of pretty girls in Germany... **ArGhh** Die la die lar... howwww... im worried. =( NEVER TRUST a lonely guy in a foreign land... this Mr Alvin Kang in germany.. BUT he's a cute and handsome n fit guy.. all alone in Germany.. feeling cold n lonely... With temptations all around!!! ahhhhh!!!!! Die liao lar i tell u... He might ask me not to waste $$ to book the flight to germany already! ok. Im getting a lil silly here i know.. Al's thinking im a silly bimb now.. i know!! hahaha.. but i cant help feeling a wee bit jeaous when there's pretty girls over THERE at his side, definately more to come, and im like so sillily lonely here with no one around. not even a handsome guy! *sigh* val dont feel good larrrrrrrr.... know he wont "run" with other girls. but there's always tis possibility mahhhh... 0.1% also %!!!

He's gona say im rattling nonsense again! hahaha yeahh.. i think i am too! But honestly, This guy's really commited in this relationship, and for that im extremely happy!! Feel like im a lil girl goin over the moon at times, when he says the sweet and reassuring words, writes these horribly terribly sweet n lovey dovey blog entries... i just feel soooooo In Love all over again hahahahaa..

Okies.. ive gota b nicer to him from now on! im not ill treating him now.. but i think im capable of giving him MORRREEE of my love! How?? i dont know.. He's gotta tell me what he wants me to do! cuz im not sure what he really wants in a girlfriend... he's gotta guide me along.. i intend 2 get the best gf award.. presented by my Al... =)

Im proud to be al's gal... val's al's gal. wah. rhymes in a cheesy way. hah. Bimbs.. oh no.. the more al mention, the more im starting to feel that im abit to the bimbo side... gosh. crossing over to the land of no return... Noooooooooooooooo. I feel honoured to be this guy's girlfriend i tell u... so proud.. full of pride :D.. gona shower him with love, hugs, hot kisses etc etc *which is up 2 ur imagination*, and bring him out.. show him 2 my friends family loved ones... AND i know he'd do the same too! =)

Good nite.. gona dream of Al now.. this supposedly short entry turned out qutie long.




arent bimbs suppose to act this way!?!?!
oh... Kidin lar hon... im not that petty! hahaha :P

(If green's for envy, then Red's for love and passion....)
to sum it all. I wana tell you that i love you hon.
It grows in a weird way.. i never knew love could grow when 2 ppl dont spend time face to face with one another.. i never knew it could blossom when we're so far appart. Now i know its all possible.. And its only possible with you.