Guilty as Charged

I made Al upset last night.... No wish to go into details as to why he's upset or what i did that made him upset. Maybe he'd blog about it... But in short its over. Nope... not that WE're over... but the unhappy and upsetting feelings tt were present last night.

Guess id just have to be more sensitive in future. And not let some small stuff blow out of proportion. its just so "female" and "me" to do so.. ugh. hate myself. It made Al feel insecure... disappointed.. and everything else. Sigh.. Its time i cast silly thoughts and doubts aside. This love's just starting to blossom... i know that.

Words al said struck my heart... Girls love nice sweet flower words.... Girls who get sick of em.. look for action. When action aint present... We tend to feel doubtful. However, i forgot that not all words are of pretense. There's REAL words too... Al's words... are real... =) i feel it... and most importantly, i believe it.

When he's so far away... Ive gotta be his pillar of strength, and not burden.
Im sorry hon... Things would be betta yea??
And i love u... and thank you for the things you've done.