feeling so val!

Something happened earlier on. Yesterday rather. As much as i wish to blog about the most shockingly-sweet email ive ever receive... Guess this blog aint as private as it seems. Blogging shall remain semi-open for now. Till i finally decide to a password and restrict access that is.. Shall mke it a point not to blog too much bout private stuff or stuff tt arent meant for the "public" eye. hah

As unfortunate as it seems.. was in a an awfully bad mood yesterday. And! i was provoked by al. (what a time) Nahh.. im kidin. He didnt do it intentionally, and i guess sometimes choice of words are very important. He said something which didnt turn out quite right. But he didnt mean it tho =)

All of us tend to do things or say things that we dont actually mean... or rather... the intended recepient misinterprets the original meaning. I feel like ive ripped it off some communication class's handouts! hah.. in short... sometimes our intentions dont get through.. More importantly, its how the other party perceives things that counts, not what was said or meant to be said. Ive gotta watch my manerisms, and curb that sensitivity of mine at the same time make sure that al gets what i mean...

Al has been a wonderful boyfriend, constantly assuring me, popping me mails, smses, calls.. and i really do appreciate that. Immensely infact!! =) It finally feels like a 2 way street!! not too long ago........ i was taken forgranted... Now, im being treated like a princess.. I just wana love Al with all my might... without restraining myself in fear of being hurt. It feels nice to open up your heart to someone. Without being afraid that the he wont like you for what or who you really are. I feel so MYSELF. Im so VaL all of a sudden! hahahaa

and val's not a person with lots of ctrl so to speak... i blabble what's on my mind (most of the time, and appropriately, and to the right person)..... and emotionally, im quite a wreck, (cuz ive learnt my lesson not to show the weak side!?) now i dont have to!!!!!! I can just be ME! Me Me ME and MEEE!!! =)

Everyone says they're themselves... not one admits the fact that they're "fake"...
Dont lie.. comeon... we arent always "ourselves"... and i feel its perfectly fine NOT to be yourself all the time.
You've just gotta be "YOURSELF" to ppl close to your heart... I finally can open up and BE myself. gona truly be THE val..

oh... Al's shopping now... Hope he's havin a great time! =) oOooo im planning a lil gift for him... **shHhhh** hahahahaa