Al... my All..

Al's buying goceries. Hope he didnt get too ambitious and purchase 20 KG worth of stuff again. Or got really unlucky n got drenched in the rain or some tragedy of the sort. =( Wish i could call him now and ask him how's his grocery shopping, or if he's back home, or if dinner's fine etc.. BUT i C-A-Nottt! because my phone bills are really chalking up. ugh. My bills come out on the 1st of every month and its gona be the 1st soonn oh gosh!! Id b contented if i could call him once a day. But its just so hard to hang up on someone whom you miss so much!! When he's back in SG, im not gona take the time we talk on the phone forgranted. Gona treasure every CENT of it

Ohh.. and i think Al's being really expressive these days... Haha... He's was already expressive for a guy. He just got MORE expressive?? haha.. Isnt that better!? If there's a Drink to describe guy's "Words" in general.. it'll be tequilla Shots!! Lethal for sure.. very intoxicating.. gives you the sudden high and blood rush... but things will will fade... you plunge down from wayyy up... only to suffer from a terrible hangover the next day. So... Alcohol very much sums up what i think of a guy's words.

Ive became immuned to those "flowery" words. They dont impress me very much. And ive got a tendency to avoid them or pass it off with some crude remarks! hah... However... some words go past the ears, and straight down into the heart. Just like Al's words.

The things he type be it in msn or blogging... i "feel" it as tho he's right beside me. As tho he was saying them right before me. For once.. i feel as tho im not being taken in for a ride! haha. Im trusting again. Feel as tho ive got my "life" back... Just by being with him.. i feel alive!!! =) now all i need... is to manage my finances and time well enough. Its in god's hands. Praise the lord for giving me Al... my boyfriend... a partner... a soulmate... a best friend... a lover... a confidant... a teacher. in short. My All.